Monday, December 21, 2009

Through the eyes of a girl

Hi there! seems like my blog have been really deserted, i can see cobwebs growing on it already. Oh wellz, been really busy. Life didn't get any better, instead in sort of got worst. My sundays are spent at home doing assignments, thinking about how to go about doing it. This really sucks.

I'm beginning to hate my everything now. Its just so depressing, it doesn't mean that if you mix around with bad bugs, it'd mean that you are one too. I wanna get back to the start, really. I hate all these things happening now. Everyone's changing, and i can't accept it. I hate what we'd become. I want us back to the start. shrugs, i've completed my desdi assignment today only, and it was suppose to be dued last friday. Can you believe that i'm not making any progress, not meeting datelines? Perhaps poly life is not as simple as it seemed to be, its rather complicated. I wish that i could tell these to someone, i'd never find the right words to say. Or rather, it's hard to make someone who is not in my shoes understand.

Now the best part, i cannot believe what i'd been thinking recently. Really. I guess i had too much of my own thinking space, i think i've been thinking really hard. I'm pretty sure i'm holding on to what i'm feeling, this sucks pretty badly. 

Will you still love me the next morning?

1 comment:

Nat said...

Misss yaaahhhhhhhhhh toooo babes! dont care bout the other people and life me darling is for changing not to stay forever the same, maybe now we are changing to something we dont like but we still will be changing AGAIN so really in the end, we dont know what we will change too. but the thing is, if we just know what we are doing that change us. i wanna say make the right choices but then i cant say that, cos i be a hyprocrite haha. if you know what i mean. sadly this thing doesnt have 'moving up and down eyebrows' smiley. hehehe.

well miss yah!!

loves crazywackoidiot =D