Rantz

Time is always not enough,

i wanna spend so much time with different people.

Seems like semester 2's assignment got so much tougher and more time consuming compared to semester 1. Perhaps, no one can really understand me and place themselves in my shoe. Cause in the end we're still in a different school and a reallyyyyy different course.

I wanna do my best in my course you know, it is something i really wanna do and do it well.

Yet at the same time, i've got to make sacrifices.

Yes, you can say i don't have a good time management or what-soever. But i think if you were to ask the people in my course they would all say the same thing as i did. Thats the reason why so many people left, for good. My class started off with 49 people and now we're left with 32. Not all people can make sacrifices and still hang on when its so tough. I'm hanging on because its something i like.

I feel so drained and tired mentally and physically. I wanna meet up with so many people, really. I've quite a number of friends who mean alot to me, 

esther, jesslyn, elaine and my girls. 

Maybe its been long since i last met you all or maybe i've been turning down dates but i really have my reason. I feel very bad towards you girls, but i don't know how and what am i suppose to do.

Recently, grandpa had been admitted to the hospital because of stroke. His condition is rather serious and i've been trying to make time for him. I don't wanna have any regrets in the future. Maybe i did'nt mention about this matter but i really take this to my heart, alot.

Okeh enough of these rantz, gotta go chage my bedsheet and start doing my endless assignments.

BAIBAI