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AUNTIE ELLYROYBOEY!

SHAWNAAA!

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When i look at you,

I've been pondering much since last night. I was so afraid that i even had a nightmare thinking that it might happen. You know, i just realised how much i place trust in people and i ended up relying on them so much. Cause' i'm like this i ended up worrying if they would abandon me one day just like how * did. I mean he didn't literally abandon me, but it kinda affects me emotionally. I think i should learn to be much more independent. This is all for the best right?

Sigh, i hope you'd be different, really. I remember a few weeks back i got mad at you for worrying about what others would think, i mean i thought you'd different, special. Thats the only reason why i open up to you. Then you proved me wrong, you're really different. But, please don't do it to me again yesyes?